BEGAN MMS TREATMENT
Thursday, 4th December, 2008 (infected for about a year and a half)

OTHER PRODUCTS I HAVE TRIED
Apple Cider Vinegar, Tea Tree Oil, Hydrogen Peroxide, St John's Wort Oil, Dynamiclear, Biogetica, and Ice Therapy.

IMMEDIATE POSITIVE EFFECTS OF MMS (first week)
Cold was gone within 30 hours (significant, because I am an asthmatic, and almost always have colds that last for at least 2 weeks, followed by bronchitis), it reduced my period induced "outbreak" to a tiny pin-sized blister that was gone in 2 days. My back, leg, and joint pains were diminished...

EFFECTS OF MMS AS OF TODAY
No outbreaks (no tingling, pains, stiffness, itching... nothing). No asthma attacks. No allergies. No joint, leg or back pains. No cold, flu, or infection of any sort. General health is totally improved.

DURATION OF TREATMENT
This will vary depending on whether or not you up your drops daily or weekly. I upped my drops daily (backing down whenever I needed time for my body to adjust), and I was able to work my way to 15 drops in less than a month. I have about 2.5 more weeks of 15 drop therapy left before it is completed. So for me, the entire duration will be 1.5 months.

CURRENT NEWS (as of 2nd February, 2010)
OB free
Have begun a new cycle of MMS on actual herpes protocol to eradicate the virus permanently.


MOST RECENT TEST DATE & RESULTS
Monday, 9th February 2009

HSV1: >5
HSV2: 4.81


Monday, July 13, 2009

Update - July 2009

I realize that I have not written in a while, and thought it was time for an update. I will try and do this regularly from this point forward, as I will most likely begin the MMS protocol for herpes in the near future.

I have received quite a few emails in regards to individuals who would like to know if I've been cured using MMS, and the answer to that question is, I'm not sure. I say that because, regardless of what anyone says, we know very little about how this virus operates and I have read of cases where individuals never seem to get infected or are cured spontaneously regardless of how many times they are exposed. The only thing I can say right now with absolute certainty is that I am genuinely OB free, unlike those who are currently seeking help from David Flowers (True Cures).

Due to a very inconsistent schedule, it's not been possible for me to work my way to the MMS protocol for herpes, therefore, I have avoided a retest until I can. What I have been doing, just to be on the safe side, is taking a very small maintenance dose to ensure my tolerance does not drop until I can get back on track. I should be clear... the point of me wishing to do the herpes protocol is not to avoid OB's but to rid my body of the disease entirely. I am already OB free.

I also wanted to issue a small warning for anyone currently seeking help from David Flowers (True Cures). It is my belief that this person is a fraud. I have been witness to several accounts of him stating that he knows nothing about herpes only a few months ago, and yet he now insists he is the only "expert" in the field. His method consists of simply telling people they don't have herpes after he's "probed" them a few times. Individuals constantly tell him that they continue to have OB's, and his answer to that is to simply tell them it's a fungal infection (as if a rose by any other name would not be the same...). This is trickery and a scam, as our medical field already knows that herpes and yeast/fungal infections go hand in hand, so if you treat the yeast, you will probably somewhat suppress herpes and vice-versa. The relationship between yeast/fungi and herpes is not yet clear, but they are NOT one in the same. Please steer clear of this man if you are seeking true health.

I also think I should mention a product a friend of mine is trying from Biogetica called Hyperisince, which comes in a "herpes kit" or can be obtained on its own. Apparently, she's been having good success using this, and in trials, individuals seem to become OB free after about 3 months... it's not a cure, but worth mentioning if MMS is not your cup of tea and you only wish to be OB free. It works by teaching the immune system to continuously "suppress" the virus or keep it at bay.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Meeting TrueCures - 22nd February, 2009

After finding out last week that TrueCures would be in San Francisco for the weekend, I decided to meet him spur of the moment. I was grateful that everyone who'd arranged for his visit were so gracious and had no issues with me taking up a bit of his time. I posted my experience on my HUB (MMS Lair), but I'd like to get into it a bit more here, as it seems many of you are extremely curious and the questions keep coming... quite understandably.

I want to start by saying I completely agree with TrueCure's philosophy on health and cures. As adults, we need to take some responsibility for educating ourselves and getting our health back, as we are dealing with a corrupt system. While many will find his methods a bit kookie, I happen to have friends who practice alternative therapies, so I was not phased.

His method consists of communicating with the body through the muscles, which is why it is a good idea to get toned. Using his own technique, he can pin-point problems, help the body to get started on healing itself, and tell you what you need to do to assist in the process. The therapy was not what I thought it would be, it was better, but explaining the specifics of what he does is near impossible, as I barely understand it myself, lol.

What I can tell you is that I certainly do feel very good, and I am excited that this is the first time I have gotten a period that was not accompanied by cramps. If that was TrueCure's doing, then it's certainly worthy of a gold star! I will know more about the results of my therapy with him in the coming weeks. There were several ailments that had already been cured using MMS, which made this process easier. For an autoimmune disorder, I was told to stay away from sugar and carbs for 7 days. My diet now consists of meats, fish, dairy, veggies, and nuts. I know my body loves this diet because anytime I've done this in the past, my metabolism seems to go into "turbo", so I will probably continue this diet a bit longer, only incorporating fruits and occasional grains in the morning after the 7 days are up, in an effort to get more toned.

Importantly, I was asked by TrueCures to discontinue taking MMS for about 7-10 days to give his therapy time to work. This was not an issue for me, and I've experienced no problems so far... if anything, I feel pretty good actually. If the therapy does not work, then I will go back to working my way to 15 drops 3x daily for at least 3-4 weeks using MMS, however, it is too soon to tell now and I would prefer to keep a positive attitude. I will report more as the days progress, and trust me, I'm as excited as you are!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Change in Protocol - Email to Jim Humble

Well I thought that by simply increasing my drops to 18, that would be sufficient to kill mr. herpster, but apparently I am wrong. I finally wrote Jim Humble for the first time, and his thoughts on the matter were interesting... I will paste them below. Apparently, there is a separate protocol for herpes, and I now wish I had contacted him sooner. Some individuals following my blog are already taking MMS 3x daily, and they had the right idea, but unfortunately it takes much longer to kill herpes than many of us expected. In light of what I now know, I will be dropping back down to 15 drops 2x daily, and I will include a 3rd dose of MMS on Monday afternoon, starting with 1 drop, and upping it daily. I am told this is the smoothest and most efficient way to go. I am waiting until Monday because I spilled some of my MMS and had to order a new supply. I do not wish to begin the new regimen until I am sure I will have enough to continue without stopping. The following are the questions I asked Jim, and his responses:

What knowledge to you have in regards to eliminating herpes and retesting?
Herpes are very hard to eliminate and 15 drops 3 times daily might be required for 3 or 4 months. I will have better protocols later I hope. Many disease register higher levels of antibodies when MMS begins to kill them. One continues until the diseases is killed..

What is the proper protocol for herpes, and do you recommend the high dose of 15 drops 3x daily for this virus?
See above.

Do you recommend MMS combined with Molecula Silver?
I have been told that silver does the job when added to MMS, but I have no proof of that. Denis in Las Vegas sells it, http://www.mmsdr.com/

What is the difference between Miracle Solution and MMS? I hear it is more potent on a certain website, but I cannot buy it there, is there an alternative site?
I don't know about the Miracle solution.

In the malaria cases you have covered, were doctors able to perform tests to show eratication of the virus?
Malaria is not a virus, it is a parasite. Yes hundreds of cases have been blood tested afterwards.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Week 1 - 18 Drops MMS

I've worked way way to 18 drops from 15 fairly easily. I've experienced no side effects whatsoever, and I'm convinced that my tolerance level at 15 drops combined with the lack of virus in my system is the reason I've not had any issues. I do not have to eat much with my dosages anymore, though I still prefer not to take MMS on an empty tummy to avoid cramps, which feel like really bad hunger pains.

I continue to be outbreak and symptom free, and I there have been numerous other health benefits to using MMS. Asthma, allergies, skin problems, mood imbalance, and mental fog has all vanished. And I know this will sound bizarre, but I also feel as though I am absorbing my food better, as I really do feel a nice "rush" when I eat right.... which I have been trying to do a lot more often.

I suspect the remainder of this portion of my therapy will be smooth sailing, but I will continue to keep you all posted. This blog has become my diary in a lot of ways, and sharing it with so many has been a strange, yet spiritual experience. I hope I've inspired someone in some way to reach out, as we are here to be better people to others. That's what gives life meaning.

My Test Results - February 2009

Well the results weren't what I hoped for at all, but I expected this from testing too early. What the result show is that antibodies for herpes are still present, but what they do not show is whether or not herpes itself is still present. For this reason I believe it's important that I retest again in a few months to see if my antibodies numbers become much lower. That will be the true test indeed. The key is that right now my body is still in "attack" mode, so I know there was indeed a battle being faught. The presence of antibodies is a good thing because it means my body is protecting me against future infection. The goal is to see these numbers decline as my body adjusts to the lack of virus in my system. I have also considered opting for a Viral DNA test, but I have decided to wait. The tests are very expensive, and I would first like to see what my antibody numbers look like before taking such action. $300-600 for a test is a bit steep, especially if I need to test more than once.

As a precaution, I have decided to do the maximum dose of 18 drops for MMS for another 2 weeks. I am doing this to ensure a thorough cleanse before stopping my therapy. I could have waited and done this later, but the problem is it's easier to do this now, and I won't set myself back much in terms of waiting to retest. I have worked my way from 15 drops to 18 drops and today is my day 2 at the maximum dose. I will write more about this dose in a separate post to make it easier to follow and track.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I Got Poked...

So I finally worked up the courage to do it, and now we wait... And for those who said it wouldn't hurt, liars, lol!

I'm beside myself with anticipation, but I know that now is the time for me to relax and get centered. Meditation & prayer, salt baths, and positive thinking are what's in order now and I will be dosing myself with large quantities while I await my results. Cured or not, these results will be significant in letting me know where I stand and what my viral numbers are, and I certainly hope with all my heart that I am able to deliver some wonderful news to everyone who has been supporting me so far, but especially for those of you who have joined me in this battle for our health!

I've been asked and have been doing a lot of thinking about what I would do if I test negative. I cannot honestly say wanting to test negative has anything to do with wanting to be intimate with anyone. I know there are some who do feel that way, but for me, I feel it's important to understand and respect how I got here in the first place. So with that said, my reasons for wanting to be healthy again was because I wanted a second chance to live my life differently and more responsibly. It's not that I was so terrible before, but rather, I did not put myself first enough, and now I understand the ramifications of that. There are many things that I wish could be different, but this journey has taught me to honour how I got here and start with now.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Taking the Plunge

A funny thing happens to you when you realise you have herpes. First, you're in shock. Then you get a little angry. Then comes a long horrible depression that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. The only thing that pulled me out was helping others. Yes, I suppose I could've just "gotten over it", but that wasn't enough for me. I wanted my body and spirit clean, and I wanted to help others not feel how I felt. I wanted the virus to stop with me and I was not content to simply "try" not to spread it and "try" to live a normal life.

So I guess I have this virus to thank for my new peace of mind because the God's honest truth is that I would not be the person I am right now without this experience. It's true that it's at our lowest points when we understand and can decide who we really are.

It was in fighting the "herpster battle" that I found strength and support. Now that I'm ready to retest, there is definitely a bit of fear that has set in. I keep wondering if this is really happening and what now, and I guess there is no easy way to answer that. But the short answer is, I, and I hope many others, will continue the fight. Once I've had a look at my viral numbers, I can make the decision to either do my happy dance because I've been cured, or I may need a more aggressive approach. Regardless, I do believe it's important we always remember how we got where we are and honour that appropriately.

Test Date: Thursday, 5th February / Friday, 6th February
PIN: To be disclosed

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Thoughts today.....

Earlier today, I remembered a dream I had earlier this week. I was dreaming about a time when my dog had been running around while hooked to our gate and, inadvertently, wrapped her long leash around the leg of a chair. There was no longer any room for her to run, and her cries turned into loud howls as she tried to leap harder and harder to get free and run across the lawn. What made me chuckle about remembering this is when I tried to help her to get free, the only way to do do it was to push her tiny body the opposite direction of the way in which she had wound herself. This made her even more upset, and made it quite time consuming...

Do you know what I think God is like? I think God is like me unwinding my poor little dog. I think that sometimes we seem to be moving in the opposite direction of what we feel is right, but really it is the only way to get where we are going. I believe God is like my hand comforting my dog, reassuring her that I know best and to just trust me, as I could see something she could not. The more resistance we give, the longer it will take to get where we are going. Everything makes sense and happens for a reason in it's own time and way. But if we don't let go and do the right things, we will miss the beauty of it all.

What Now...?

Technically, I my 15 drop therapy is now complete. Instead of stopping here, I've decided to step things up a notch and attempt 15 drops 3x daily. I started this 3 days ago with no problems initially, however, yesterday I got a rude awakening. I was ill with severe diarrhea all day long, the nausea was unbearable, and I had almost no energy. What happened? Well for starters, I didn't eat very much prior to taking my dose because I was feeling cocky, second, I didn't eat much afterwards either, and third, jumping into my 3x daily dose at 15/15/15 may have been too aggressive.

Beginning tomorrow, my therapy start 15/5/15, and I will increase the second dose by one drop daily. I did not begin this therapy today, as I felt I needed to give my system a rest, however, I am still going to do my 2x daily dosages today. My energy has picked up nicely, and I'm grateful to not be camped in the loo. I consider this a reminder of how we need to take these things slow. One "good" thing that came out of this is I actually dropped 5 pounds, lol.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Day 18 of 21 - 15 Drops

I've not posted anything here in about a week now, and part of the reason for that is I've been doing great. I've not had any negative side effects, and and I don't even have to eat much before drinking it. It honestly brings tears to my eyes when I think about what I've had to endure and where I am now.

What I didn't anticipate is being afraid to stop my therapy and go down to a maintenance dose. I have been outbreak-free for nearly 2 months now, and I am scared to death of having to deal with another outbreak, should my therapy need to go on a bit longer. I know this may not sound like a big deal to some, but I can't imagine going back to that place of leg and hip pains, back aches, painful showers, and the total humiliation of wondering if anyone knows what's wrong with me. I never want to feel dirty again. If I could compare it to something, I would say stopping MMS right now almost feels like how a totally healthy person would feel being told they have a 50/50 chance of being infected with herpes from leaving the house. I'm terrified and I admit it.

So, I've decided to apply MMS topically for one week, and starting tomorrow, I will take it 3 times daily for 2 weeks. This is not something that was deemed necessary in any of the literature, this is purely my paranoia. Up until now, I have taken a modest approach in taking MMS, which is definitely the secret to my success in using it. However, now that I am able to take 15 drops twice daily with no negative side effects at all, I reckon now would be a great time to step it up one more notch to ensure mr. herpster is gone for good!

So just to explain what I did in regards to applying MMS topically. Per the instructions, I put 10 drops Citric Acid in a cup and added 2 drops MMS. I let it sit for 3 minutes, then applied a thin application to my usual "problem zones". The instructions say to leave it on for about 30 secs - 1 minute. I left it on for about a minute. Because of the smell, I was afraid my skin might burn off, but the smell is quite deceiving I assure you, lol. I felt nothing until it was time to wash it off, and even then it was only a mild sting, which was nothing compared to the pure HELL I endured while using Apple Cidar vinegar!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Day 6 of 21 - 15 Drops

I am now about to complete my first week at 15 drops once again, and have had a rough time dealing with being ill after NYE. First, as I mentioned before, it's not a very good idea to drink large quantities of alcohol while taking MMS or doing any sort of detox. It completely throws your body out of whack. That said, I reckon I would have still been mostly ok had I not screwed up my dosages the previous week or so...

I started out having the usual side effects when getting used to a higher dose, which was not fun at all (diarrhea, some cramping, feeling "icky"). On top of that, I had to also deal with having a horrible cold and menstral cramps. I was thinking, the only "bright" side to all of this is that I had no outbreak, then it dawned on me that perhaps that small pain in my right knee joint and my cold-like symptoms were indeed an outbreak attempting to break it's way through. Regardless, there was no actual outbreak in the end, and I'm doing a lot better. This is very significant because in the past my monthly cycle was always accompanied by an outbreak.

The effects lasted about 3 days, but I'm still not out of the woods. I still have very mild cramps and my belly is making some serious music (gas - very sexy), but ultimately I'm feeling quite good. Unfortunately, my cold was too far gone, so it will take some time for my chest to clear out. I know I'm giving some bad visuals here, but I reckon it's more important to just be honest so anyone reading this knows what to expect. Some of the side effects I've experienced were no walk in the park, but on the flip side, I'm glad I worked my way through it because I do feel far more healthy.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Update - Back to Week 1 at 15 drops (extension)

UPDATE - So a few of the side effects of MMS returned after taking it with Apple Juice, confirming that I was compromising my dosages by using Blueberry Juice... Bugger!

I was initially quite tired and experienced mild diarrhea, and very mild tummy aches, however, I feel ok now and the good news is my throat does not hurt anymore. While it is still scratchy, it appears to be on the mend. I'm considering this a lesson learned, and I will extend my 15 drop therapy to ensure I get full benefits. I had initially intended to do 15 drops for 3 weeks, which would've come to a close about 2 weeks from now. Now I have decided to start from scratch and call this Day One of my 15 drop therapy, which I will do for 3 weeks starting today. Depending on how I feel 3 weeks from now, I may extend an additional week.

To all reading this, drinking juices that contain Vitamin C is a big no-no with MMS. It will weaken your dose and you will not receive the full cleansing benefits. Keep in mind that Absorbic Acid and Citric Acid are in the same family and also have to be avoided for at least 2-3 hours before and after dosages. I made this mistake because, while I looked at the vitamins on the label, I forgot to look at the ingredients. Oh well... Week 1, lol.

Week 2 - 15 Drop Therapy MMS

Per an earlier post today on the HUB..... After all the partying on NYE, combined with skipping my evening dose of MMS that evening and getting very little sleep 2 nights in a row, I came down with a sore throat. Yesterday, I also noticed a slight pain in the joint of my knee, and today I feel slightly icky. I cannot tell if it is my monthly cycle (due Tues.), my body fighting off a cold due to lack of proper rest and alcohol, or a possible outbreak (pseudo or otherwise)... or possibly all of the above.

I had been combining MMS with Blueberry Juice while at the 15 drop level, and just realised it has Citric Acid in the ingredients. I have begun to wonder if I am compromising my dosages. So I have switched to Apple Juice, and will add another week to my 15 drop therapy. After this morning's dose, my throat is feeling better, but it is too soon to tell. I will keep you all posted.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

New Year's Day

Well it's New Year's Day, and I believe I have started the new year right; herpes free! Last night I had no choice but to skip my evening dose of MMS, plus I drank a lot more than I have drank in a very long time, lol. I was sure I would pay for it dearly, but today there was nothing... not so much as a twinge. What a blessing indeed. For anyone reading this, I have copy and pasted part of a post I made earlier today to some other friends battling this disease. I hope this year is a wonderful year for you, and I will continue to post my progress. At this stage, I am still feeling great and all side effects have diminished. I am simply awaiting that final day of dosing so I can get retested!

Post from earlier today:
.... This hub brings a tear to my eye sometimes. Last night after we did the countdown, I wondered why I felt a twinge of disappointment... Then it dawned on me that aside from the usual drinking and men chasing skirts, there was something missing. We all have a tendency to forget how precious we really are. All of us, humans, birds, reptiles... We all fit together and matter. Never forget how much you matter, even if it's not obvious to you. We are all connected, and everything you do and think changes another step in the cosmos in the finest details, as the cosmos is in you. Here's to letting what we do matter in the best ways possible!
For some of us, going out will never be the same because once you become enlightened, there is no going back. But this is something to be embraced, so let's continue to get healed and spread the word!